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RA-Lighter then Air Once Again by MadJesters1 RA-Lighter then Air Once Again by MadJesters1
I rather forget....

I cried so hard, shaking my head fast and hard, forcing the memory to get out but I fail to do so. Without my notebook to distract me, the painful memories came to me.

I remember the betrayal I gave to my kind, all of the pain, the terror, the death, and my mother....she did made this scarf for me. To stay warm in the winter time and what did I do?
I left her behind when she refused to run with me. To stay alive.

She told me "It was pointless to run. Once the humans destroy their own home, life will grow and during that time it is nothing but struggle. It is better to die now then face a life time of pain."

But I didn't want to die. So I left her, desperately looking for some sort of help. My time was running out and I was scared.

Finally I did found someone, a sprit, a weak one due to the human's massive production on the planet thus, destroying the planet's wildlife. This sprit offer to help me, but for a price.

My memories, my abilities, my race... in order to live after doomsday.

I didn't hesitate and said yes. The Spirt asked me once again if I was willing to give up these things to live. It told me I would just be a wandering empty soul in dead world, with no real purpose in life.

I said: "Its better then giving up."

Boom. Everything went white.

How could I have remember this? ALL OF THIS?! I thought I lost them but here they are in my head once again! Those memories!! My mother!! I want to forget...I want this guilt to be gone...

....I just want to forget.....

"Jester?"

"Hmm?" I look up and saw Snippy looking down at me with the same angry expression he always hold on his mask.

"Captain said we have to, ugh...wrap up winter..." Snippy spoke with an irritated voice.

"Okay." I said and follow him.

Funny, I felt better. Much better actually. That guilt feeling was gone. What was I sad about? I remember being sad about something but I don't remember anymore. Then again, should I be worry? I feel happy now. Whatever it was that I was thinking about must have been depressing, yeah not worth thinking about it now. It's in the past.

"Snippy...I suddenly feel lighter then air again."


-FIN


Art/Oc(c)Madjesters 2013
Romantically Apocalyptic (c)Alexiuss :iconalexiuss:
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:iconlexyoh:
lexyoh Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013
this makes me want to cry ( sob) :(
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Student Filmographer
*HUG*
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MadCookiefighter Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Winter wrap up, winter wrap up! Let's finish our holiday cheer! XD
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Filmographer
:iconslendydanceplz:
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MadCookiefighter Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:iconderpy-bopplz:
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TopHatBigPencil Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow...so that was the tax she had to pay. (-.-) I more or less understand. Really, this is so beautiful and I hope that you don't stop writing.
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Also yes...the tax has been paid.
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thank you but I rather not.....I seen better writers. :]
But thank you either way :D
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UGNArtWorld Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This strip makes me cry!!!!!
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:iconmadjesters1:
MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Sorry :[
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:iconugnartworld:
UGNArtWorld Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Is ok... that's your idea, right? Is a sad story with a happy ending...
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:iconmadjesters1:
MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yeah :]
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toeki Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
interesting backstory. is the "forget again" effect at the end due to snippy or captain?
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:iconmadjesters1:
MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Most likely.
She see images in her head from others. And taxes took her's away and so she has nothing left but the others. :]
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Geli-K Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Ohgosh. That's so sad! D: I had no clue what to expect from Jester's backstory, but it totally wasn't this. *cries*
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
:[ sorry
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Geli-K Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
No, I make all my OCs have tragic, twisted back-stories, too. :XD:
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
:]
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Sol4rpleXus Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
What happens at the end? =O
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Winter will be wrapped up. :]
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Sol4rpleXus Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
But why was she feeling light? Is she going to fly?
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:iconmadjesters1:
MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
:iconilikeitplz:
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Sol4rpleXus Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
are they going to fly together? :3
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
Snippy: BWAH!?! ARE WE FLYING?! NOT AGIAN!! D:>

Jester: I can fly?! WEEE!!! :D
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Sol4rpleXus Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
That would be awesome xD
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Theavengercoat Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
so sad your description....
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
thanks for reading.
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Theavengercoat Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
you´re welcome, i think is important do this no?
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yes, but the reason I say thank you because some don't read it. But luckily for me, lots of people did. :]
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Theavengercoat Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:)
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RebekahKroeplin Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
Wow. Gosh, that must really, really suck for poor Jester. :( I would want to remember!
It's all taxes fault.
-_-
XD
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
You are stronger then her than. :]
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NorthWyrm Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
*tear is brought to eye*
Wow.
(so is Taxes a Sprit?)
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yep. :]
Weak one, barely surviving.
Thanks for reading.
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NorthWyrm Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
You're welcome. It's rare for me to feel emotion but that was a very good bit of writing!
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thank you for your kindness :]
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:iconnorthwyrm:
NorthWyrm Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013
THANK YOU FOR ZEE ART!
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2013  Student Filmographer
:D
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Derwen Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
You are amazing! And i love your drawing style!
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thank you. :iconblushplz:
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Strudel--Cutie4427 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013   Writer
:heart: So sweet and Ooh, a backstory :D ((Or is that " D: " XD))
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:iconmadjesters1:
MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thanks for reading :]
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Strudel--Cutie4427 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013   Writer
Always do
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shadowedinnocents Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013
Winter wrap up!!! I wanna watch Pony's now...
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Student Filmographer
Me too :D
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shadowedinnocents Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013
Not to sure about watching this new Equestria Girls...but the hubby hehe...the daughter wants to see it so we'll go see it. (I get into movies free so its not like I wasting money or anything)
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yeah I saw the trailer for it. Looks....strange....but then again I felt like that for MLP. XD
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shadowedinnocents Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
I told my husband the only way we'll go see it if he wears a Brony shirt :D. He's washing it right now haha. The bad thing is we work for the theater (he manages it) so all his employees are going to see him with the shirt. I'm evil :D
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MadJesters1 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Student Filmographer
HA!!! Neat :D
Poor poor man. XD
Wait theater? I thought it was a show. 0-0
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shadowedinnocents Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
[link]

Thats the website to see where its going to be shown near you :D
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